~BloodyWoman

There’s no other person in the World who understands the necessity of something than somebody who has given up a vice. Cigars, alcohol, drugs, love… just as addictive and harmful. Having them and losing them is equally painful and you cannot give up more than one at the same time.

I need a cigar…

Nope, I don't mean to say this es the best update of the year. What I'm trying to point out is that I update once a year

I have nothing to say though... should I say life sucks like most of teenagers? Should I attack the church and war just to keep in fashion? (No, I don't mean to say that it's wrong to attack them but I think there's no point on repeating it again and again). Maybe I should congratulate my country's politicians for allowing the right for abortion... it was a long way but finally us, women, have the right to decide on our own bodies. Bravo for that!

Well, I guess that's it.


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1) Name : Xiuhtlaltzin
2) Name Backwards : Niztlalthuix
3) Were you named after anyone? : Nop
4) Does your name mean anything? : Hmmm…my name is very complex (as you can see) since it’s a compound name. Xiuh means “green”, but not any kind of green, it’s like turquoise and in nahuatl tradition it represents holly fire; Tlal (or Tlali) means “earth”, and the suffix “Tzin” is used to refer to someone important, like a queen or something. I’d translate it like “The lady of the holly land” or “The lady of the land of the dead” but I’ve seen it as “The lady of the green fields” (choose anyone or interpret it as you please).
5) Nick Name(s) : Xiuh, Tlal, Bloody, TlalGalaxia, TlalGranger…
6) Screen Name(s) : BloodyWoman, BloodyGranger, BloodyMagic, TlalGalaxia and TlaltzinGranger
7) Date Of Birth : November 17th 1982
8) Place of Birth : Tepic, Nayarit, Mexico
9) Nationality : Citizen of the world (Mexican)
10) Current Location : Colima, Mexico
11) Sign : Scorpio (actually,eagle) and Dog
12) Religion : No, thanx
19) Innie or Outie? : Innie
20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous : righty


Do You Have...

38) Any sisters : 2
39) Any brothers: nope
40) Any pets : a cat named Oz
41) A Disease : don’t think so
42) A Pager : Nope
43) A Personal phone line : yeap
44) A Cell phone : yeap

Describe Your...

48) Personality : multiphasetic. Depends on who I’m with
49) Driving : Think I do it well
50) Car or one you want : Jaguar XDDD
51) Room : My parents house’s room is big and I share with my sis, wood furniture, big closets and a gigantic window with the shape of an Aztec symbol of protection. The room of the house I share with my friends is a lot smaller but with 4 windows (I don’t think I’d handle a room with just one window…unless it’s big).
52) What’s missing? : My leisure space. A drawing desk, a computer desk, a tv, my PS2 and several drawings and paintings made by myself hanging all around.

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself : Of course!
57) Do you believe in love at first sight? Nope
58) Consider yourself a good listener : yes
60) Get Along with your parents: sometimes
61) Save your e-mail conversations: yes
62) Pray : never
63) Believe in reincarnation : Yes
64) Like to make fun of people : never
65) Like to talk on the phone : not really
66) Like to eat? : Yes
67) Like to drive: prefer not
68) Get motion sickness : Sometimes

What Is...?

74) Right next to you : 2 windows
75) On the walls of your room : Drawings and Paintings made by me
76) On your mouse pad : Harry Potter (must change it ¬¬)
77) Your dream car : Jaguar
81) Your bedtime : I don’t really have one
82) Under your bed : skeletons and ghosts… I mean, shoes and boxes stuffed with comics, mangas and old ugly drawings
83) The single most important question : Who am I?
84) Your bad time of the day : When I’m working….
85) Your worst fear(s) : Failure and insecurity.
86) The weather like : cool.
87) The time? : 00:22 hours
88) The date? : August 24th 2006
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: I once pretended to be possessed and all my friends believed it XDD. I also scared some friends pretending to be a ghost. They got scared cause they thought I was a burglar XDDD
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like : I dunno…everything sounds normal to me
91) Theme Song : “Bless the child” nightwish
92) The hardest thing about growing up : Having a job
93) Your funniest experience : Vacations with my best friends! yay!
94) Your scariest moment: Got lost in a big city with no money left and a guy stole my cell phone!
98) The worst feeling in the world: powerlessness
99) The best feeling in the world: loneliness

I skipped some questions cause I try not to think too much about the future in the matters of love.

Hallo, it's me again... it seems like I don't write on this journal unless I wanna talk about HH. Sorry if it bothers somebody, but I had to write this. First of all, I'll start writing about why I sopped on the first place. Although I don't think I have to. Every person who has read HBP (or book 6, whatever you wanna name it) knows that we (the HH shippers) suffered a lot after reading it.

I've read somewhere else about angry shippers who wanted to kill JK Rowling and started bashing every single character on JK Rowling books. And I must confess I felt tempted of doing it so at the beginning. Actually, I'm still on protest by not buying ANYTHING with the name of Harry Potter on it (which has been hard since I used to do the opposite). I didn't even buy my ticket for GOF. but a friend of mine gave it to me for my birthday, so I went (can you believe my birthday was the day GOF was released on my city?? >_< ).

Anyways... after HBP I was kinda angry, however, deep down, what I really felt (and I still do) was my heart breaking. And I am still brokenhearted. I cried before I yelled. I felt sad before I ever decided to stop buying things. I hated JK and myself for being so stupid. Yes, I know I had said that I was giving up on HH before HBP was released, but I was still... hoping.

It's funny, isn't it? when you start really hoping and getting used to have faith for once in your life. And suddenly somebody comes and tell you to stop doing it. Put your feet on the ground girl! And you do it, and it's the saddest thing. It's like having wings for five minutes and the lose them forever. Yes, I know I'm being dramatic. But I really felt that bad! I suppose I was really becoming obsessed. And after HBP I was still obsessed.

And now... half a year after. Suddenly Harry and Hermione spoke to me and asked me to draw them again. They wanted me to reinvent them. So I started looking at HH in a different way. So, I'm drawing HH again. And I'll do it until they stop talking to me or I get tired of listen (whatever happens first). So, meanwhile, you'll have a dellutinal for a while

TLAL

My actual status towards HH

Mood: Sad
Listening to: "Hopelessly devoted to you"

Ok, so I suppose I should explain a little why of my last deviation. On the past days I've had this message on my MSN name of "Ex HH" and that made that almost all my contacts talk to me. From the HH supporters asking me to wake up and think about it again, to the HR and HG who are always willing to say: "I told you so".

It all started when I decided to read JK's quotes. Yeah! all HHs must agree that sometimes they are very discouraging. But at that time I had read this long long HH fanfict, and it was very pretty and so perfect that all of a sudden I thought... what if it's all in our minds? Most of things that this girl "Lissane" wrote were very beatiful, I loved it. But I considered too good to be truth. And then reading again JK's notes... something inside of me started saying me that it was all on my mind. That all my fanfiction would never be nothing more than FICTION.

So I said to my MSN family [link]
that I was giving up on HH. Not that I don't love the idea of Harry and Hermione being together, it would be the most lovely thing to happen. But because I've always been against the fighting against the windmill thing. My twin sister (who's not exactly my twin) is a devoted HH and she tried to persuade me go back to de active HHs, while my Galaxia daughter told me she was proud of me... but not in the way that made me feel better, you know?

It was as if all of a sudden, saying that you no longer support a ship, it means you support the other one (which is not my case at all). I have this MSN contact who supports HG and told me "Good thing you gave up on HH, that ship was long lost... on the other hand HG..." and I was like... "OMG! Do you mean HG has more possibilities than HH? Ok, if my ship is doomed, yours never got to sail. Ginny who? does it ring you any bell?" maybe I was too angry by then and I made her pay for the comments I had received earlier about the matter. It's not like I care what happens to the other ships. I never have. I only had mine and never made a mean comment about the others before, even I have supported the motion for Ron to remain alive. And I even love those charactes so much that I've found them other couples! Not because I wanted to get them out my HH way but because their possible pairings sounded cute together.

Now, after many chats with my HH and HR friends... I have come to the conclusion that I'll always be HH... even when the books may say differently (thing for which I'm ready). I love HH and I have a HH fighting heart. I don't care if I'm being a Don Quijote. This is what I love and what makes me happy. Even my HR friends asked me to be HH again! So, my posture is this, I'll be an HH but I won't fight it like I used to be. Do you like my ship? good! If you don't, fine!

HARRY AND HERMIONE FOREVER BABY!

TLAL